When she's done...

when she's no longer believe in love..
when she's no longer have patience to wait..
when she can't even hope.
when she can't even dream.
when she stops wonder what's wrong with her..
when she stops to think that a guy will find her..
when she realize she has to be realistic.
when she promises to be survived.
in the world that she live in, nothing goes right with her dream about a man..
in the world that she breath in, cupid never let her know what love is..
she starts to think that she's just pathetic.
she starts to blame herself for totally nonsense things.
she was desperate.
she was a loser.
she will never be loved properly by a man.
she will never be happy being loved by a man.
but, she was never give up.
but, she was always think positive.
now, she's trying to be more realistic.
now, she's thankful enough for her life.
now, she's done waiting.
now, she's not willing to lay herself on any hope.

she's independent.
she's grateful.
she's passionate.
she's survived.

she IS.

and...
she will always be.